A VERY BIG UNFIXABLE PROBLEM

It’s a problem that can’t be fixed, I’ve tried and I don’t know how else to try.

Hi Guys. I know it’s been a while and I’m sorry for that because I’m here now (Kinda).

So, here’s a problemI’ve been trying to fix all my life, I’m sharing it here because I believe you guys (my very own Family) can help me.

So let's get into it. You see, every year I wake up with this Just cause, this motivation and drive to start something, I think about it hard and then I start but give up after 2 months max. Could this mean I have near success syndrome?? I need answers before I die. Don’t even talk to me about focus, I am focused until I get bored and that’s it, I just let go completely and no matter how hard I try to come back, it’s always unbearably unimaginably boring!

Somebody needs to help me. Please leave all the helpful comments you can give and please don’t say keep floating till you find the one. So please, COMMENTS!!!

Thanks.