WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKES YOU SELZY. EP 1

I believe you must have heard the famous quote "Whatever doesn't kill you makes you sexier" well, here is me telling you about my most, really hurtful breakup. It wasn't actually a breakup, it was a very painful departure where no one died.

Just enjoy this picture of me looking back at my past.

I hope you have your popcorn? As usual, this post will be very short and straight to the point. I'll just tell you "Gbam" that I was heartbroken more than once but I will share only one experience for now and share the rest later when I'm bold enough AKA when I have the permission to share it.

Story Story, I hope you're ready. oya oh. So, a couple of years ago, I was in love with this very beautiful church girl, we were both churchies and the beautiful part of this story is that I was the keyboardist and she was the beautiful alto singer. you might want to know how I landed this fine girl. The gist is that I sang on her first day to impress her and it worked because you know "I'm sexier when I sing". Anyways, back to real gist! So, we got together, we were kinda dating but always off and on because I was a bad boy and she was a good girl (Light and Darkness cannot be together). I legit loved her enough to wanna change from my evil ways of wanting to keep her outside when devotion was going on so we developed a system where we hang out for 1 hour every day so she could face God. Fast forward, I'm not ready to bore you with day to day activity.

So it was a faithful resumption back to school on January some years ago and we got together, talked and we were happy on till the fateful day when she sent me the most beautiful message anyone could send a man "I don't love you as much as I say I do" also known as she never loved me, also known as we have been doing yeye all this while. GEN! GEN!! this was when life became hard oh. as I got that message, I was with my faithful friends "Emmanuel and Isaac" we went to my house to crash but that night!!! THAT NIGHT!! I was up crying and singing worship songs. I cried like a baby till I slept off and as soon as I woke up, I was renewed. I felt like a newborn baby.

You see, pain is a healthy part of a man's growth. After this experience, I became solid. I cried out everything that said, Clarence, you need people to love you, Clarence, You need to be in a relationship to be normal and guess what, it's funny but saying she never loved me and then crying made me realize that I need to love myself before I can be loved. So my theme for the rest of that month was "Perfect Peace" (I have no idea how they relate). Side note, I started dating not too long after this (Change is a slow process).

so guys, leave a comment at the bottom of this post and let me know if I should do a series on the "What doesn't Kill you makes you selzyy" and also tell me what you think about this very real-life experience.
Have you ever cried for love? Have you every done vigil for love? Are you still thinking you need someone else's love to be complete in life?? tell me. lets gist in that comment section ooh. Thanks for coming to the blog.
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